Been almost 2 months since my last post. Ironically, it was a post about feeling great...and hoping it stayed that way. It actually did for a few more weeks...best Spring racing season of my life, but the past 6 weeks have been hell. I just flat out burned out! 11-12 hour workdays, early morning runs, dieting....and do the whole thing again the next day. Weight was down....169.6 as of June 24th. This morning....180.5. Wow, disappointing and disgusting. I just wish I wouldn't go through these spells of self pity and loathing. This mornings run (a short 4 miler) felt really good and easy, but tomorrow it gets harder and then harder and then harder. I need to keep it rolling.